paper2222
aliases: paper2224, paper222, Paper833, DAKINUVPEPR
this is where i put my achievements i'm proud
top 10 in toottally/trombone champ global (peak) (3/5/24)
i guess i'm also top 1 in thailand lol
pump it up - gargoyle s20 pass (9/12/23)
hard chart, chart hard
effect | Time to expected onset of and maximum effect | Permanency if hormone therapy is stopped | time that i received effectsa |
---|---|---|---|
Decreased sperm production/fertility | Unknown, >3 years | Reversible or permanent | 0.1 months (3 days)b |
Breast development and nipple/areolar enlargement | 2–6 months, 1–5 years | Surgically reversible | 1 month: onset effectsc 2.9 months: tanner ii? |
Decreased sex drive | 1–3 months, Temporary | Reversible | 2 monthsf (temporary) |
Decreased spontaneous/morning erections | 1–3 months, 3–6 months | Reversible | 2 months? |
Redistribution of body fat in a feminine pattern | 3–6 months, 2–5 years | Reversible | 2-3 months?d |
Decreased muscle mass/strength | 3–6 months, 1–2 years | Reversible | 2-3 months? |
Changes in mood, emotionality, and behavior | Unspecified | Reversible | |
Cessation/reversal of male-pattern scalp hair loss | 1–3 months, 1–2 years | Reversible | N/A |
Voice changes | None | Not applicable | N/A |
Widening and rounding of the pelvis | Unspecified | Permanent | N/A? |
Decreased penis size | None | Not applicable | N/A? |
Decreased prostate gland size | Unspecified | Unspecified | N/A? |
Thinning/slowed growth of facial/body hair | 4–12 months, >3 years | Reversible | TBD |
Softening of skin/decreased oiliness and acne | 3–6 months, Unknown | Reversible | 3-4 months? |
Erectile dysfunction and decreased ejaculate volume | 1–3 months, Variable | Reversible | TBD |
Decreased testicle size | 3–6 months, 2–3 years | Unknown | TBD |
decreased metabolism | ? | ? | TBD |
atime of effect onset is measured by first notice
bsperm production just completely ceased within like 2-3 days
cnipples owie
dmy mom claims that my arms and legs have gotten smaller
eit's easier to cry, but this might actually just be because i feel more comfortable in my body as a girl now (and also the internalized "boys don't cry" slowly going away) yeah no, i'm 4 months in and i cry alot more, and alot more easily.
fthe urge doesn't come up as often. don't get me wrong, the climax still feels amazing, but i don't do it right after i wake up as often anymore
Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Feminizing_hormone_therapy#Effects
instead of spending an ungodly amount of time explaining all of my interests like a typical trans girl dork, im just gonna list all of them in my website
games/hobbies that have highlighted text means that i'm still active in the game/communitylast updated: 27 june 2024
game-related
rpg related
• undertale / deltarune
i discovered the fandom around 2017, basically 1 year before deltarune came out. asriel was and is still my fav character, and i still love the game and am looking forward to playing the rest of the deltarune chapters.
i don't think ralsei will turn evil, but anything can happen, so right now i'm just bracing for the worst that can happen in the upcoming chapters.
• oneshot
i think i started playing oneshot in mid 2019? back then i used to have a massive crush on plight (and i'm pretty sure he made me realize that im gay(?)). i have a few merch from the game, like 3 shirts and a niko plushie
• omori
started playing the game around february 2021. weirdly enough, i connected with sunny more than i thought i would. back then, i was still really trying to figure out who i am. like oneshot, i've bought a few merch like eggplant plushie and a shirt from the game.
i don't think basil is a bad person overall even if he literally hanged mari to fake the suicide to hide the accident.
• stardew valley
to say that stardew valley didn't have a role in me realizing that i'm trans would be lying. i've heard of stardew valley for quite a while, and only started playing around 2021. immediately, i equipped the skirt because i thought it would be cute! i did not yet at all understand why i felt like this haha
as of 12 april, i've yet to achieve perfection or even finish the community center, but one day i will. this game sinks so much time out of my life, i barely play it anymore because i have other things i wanna do so much
abigail best girl abby4liferhythm games
• osu!
• adofai
• rhythm doctor
• trombone champ
i do not think trombone champ is a rhythm game, but it is here for clarity sake.
• maimai
• pump it up
right around the end of december 2023, i was grinding Ss out of maimai, and i started feeling bored. i then asked myself "what if i started playing pump it up instead?" as the machine was right next to me. after i got an S on my first level 13 on maimai finale, i completely jumped ship.
i think it's clear to alot of people that my progress was alot faster than for other people. by my 3rd day, i would've already passed my first s10, and in a week, my first s15 already.
my goal for 2023 was to pass a level 20 in either levels. i passed my first s20 on september 10th, and my first d20 19 days later.
some more notable passes are gargoyle full s20 and 86 full d23, which i've made a video out of.
as of now, my last and only goal is to pass paradoxx s20, which i have not passed yet. i've gotten a few broken As, but that's about it. pump it up is a great game. gets me exercising, and i managed to prove to myself and many people that i am not a weak girl. i also did not let hrt pull me down, as i pushed myself to get gargoyle full s21 and 86 full d23. i've made many friends here, and i wish for many more awesome memories from this game, and the community.other games
• minecraft
ㅤㅤ- hypixel pit
ㅤㅤ- mscr
ㅤㅤ- texture packs
• growtopia
• super/open hexagon
hey did you know that i beat the last level in super hexagon at twice the speed? :D
• five nights at freddy's series
• geometry dash
• phasmophobia
• unpacking
• terraria
• celeste
•
other
tech related
• keyboard
• keyboard layouts
• everything apple stuff
• computer techlanguage related
it's better if you look at my wikipedia userpage for my info on languages.
• linguistics
i know an abnormal amount of linguistic information like [paper couldn't think of any examples so this is here]. my knowledge in linguistics is also put into making conlangs; see below.
i'm thinking of getting a degree in linguistics, if i can
• conlanging
if you don't know what conlanging means, don't bother. 🙂
one of the conlangs that is the closest to polished is itioma no kami. i'm currently working on a (draft of a) wikipedia article for itioma no kami, but it's currently very unfinished. i'm also working on another (currently unnamed) personal artlang, along with a simplified english, and an (to be discarded) auxlang.other
• origami
i got inspired to start doing origami around early 2023 when i joined a server with an origami channel in it.
have a look at some of my builds! [discord links are supposed to be here. wait a bit]
• drawing
please don't judge my art harshly 👉👈 link
• rubik's cube/cubing
• piano
as with most asians, i was put into piano lessons when i was in elementary. i think my parents said it was because i was playing a piano game app, and some cousin/my parents' friends thought i was actually playing the piano. so, they had a bright idea to let their yet to be daughter get into piano lessons.
i would love to record myself playing some piano songs, but as of february 2024, i haven't yet gotten back into playing the piano nor have i uploaded any of my playing yet. i may, soon.
i've started playing the piano once again! :D
recording will come soon, just wait for that :3
• learningblocks
if you know, you know. if you don't know, don't bother 🙂
• wikipedia
• anime
check out my profile on myanimelist to get a list of animes i've watched!
• music
just any songs in this playlist
along with a few pop here and there, most are actually just game music.
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